shuhfen is forever changed by your love

moved!

2009-09-23T12:06:00.000-07:00

finally moved out of blogspot! should have done so long ago, PFFT!
like finally? HAHEEHOHO! im mad!

new blog

2009-07-19T21:46:00.000-07:00

im shifting soon, no more blogger!

most likely livejournal! (:

stupid tp system

2009-06-18T21:36:00.000-07:00

Ah! Stupid TP system, choose to hang at this critical time when i need to choose my frigging last cds! & worst thing is I totally forgotten everything abt it, i didnt know that i gotta choose it today until Charissa reminded me abt it! but well, thank God that someone actually reminded me! awesome! (:
my sch hols ending in 3 days? NONONO to be exact, 4 days, no sch on mon! hee haw! :D im still left with pmi lab 6, stucked! laziness starting to sink in my lazy bones! busy-ness is waving frantically at me, oh no!

Counting down to Freedom Disorder : 30 hours ! :>

a litre of tears

2009-06-08T09:42:00.000-07:00

hahaha my last paper ended on fri but im only blogging about it now! wols, spent my weekends working & watching a litre of tears. to be frank, from the start i knew that is a sad & touching story, just wanting to test myself how much i can hold back my tears! this drama gotta be one of the best drama ive watched. is actually a true story & the girl was suffering from a disease called Spinocerebellar Degeneration, which causes you to not be able to walk, speak & write. you lose it one by one! after watching it, i thank God that i can speak, move around freely & write, even though my handwriting not very nice lur! HAHA, even being able to breathe, is a blessing! we are so blessed that we forget how God has blessed us! we always complain we dont have this & that, why not looking at the things that we have? spend some time watching & chew will know wad i meant! other den that, im impressed by her persevering spirit, even though during those tough times, which ppl mocked at her by the penguin-way she walked. she fought this tough battle until the end. its cool chew know!!

p/s: the main character is sweet-loooking & she's hot, gosh /
(:

i better hit the sack early today,
im having proj meeting tmr!
having a busy week ahead, nights folks! xoxo

bad fall?

2009-05-31T11:14:00.000-07:00

is not about how badly u fell, is about having the courage to stand up again!
let's start afresh !
new start, new day /
because your presence is where i wanna stand !
(:

actually

2009-05-30T23:32:00.000-07:00

actually..

i realised its not that difficult to read my mind !
its not difficult for me to share !
is easy to make me cry /

just provided that you come with sincere heart.
FULLSTOP! (:

will miss you peixin! (:

alive and kicking

2009-05-21T19:32:00.001-07:00

kinda losing interest in this lil space '

editted some pics but haven post. super backdated /
just to blog that im alive and kicking .
nonsense, im off for my last lec for the week,
& YESSA! my long awaited weekends !

God is faithful, regardless /
i need to drill this inside my mind
:>

miss

2009-04-27T08:32:00.000-07:00

suddenly got the blogging urge !
the place which i used to hate the most, as i think back ..
it becomes the place that i miss a lot, sweet memories there!
missing a few ppl there /
few years down the road, will i miss the land which im standing now?
i wondered /
sch started one week ago!
NO MORE MONDAY BLUES! xoxo

far glory ocean park

2009-04-10T03:24:00.000-07:00

piccas taken when we went for far glory ocean park
managed to watch the dolphins show & sealion !
prefer the dolphins show!

dolphins are the smartest mammels! hohoho /

hokay that's all for now, too lazy to update /
(:

p/s : wondering if i should continue this blog
one after another, im tired

wonderful getaway

2009-04-05T00:38:00.001-07:00

woohoo just came back from a wonderful getaway - taiwan & hk!
here's a preview of the piccas!
im lazy to upload them now, awwww =/

more coming up on Taipei 101, HK Disneyland & blahblah

God is more than ready

2009-03-03T09:45:00.000-08:00

saw this video!
one thing that strucks me : so when you are ready, just come to me, i'll be waiting!
thank you for your presence,
guess its been long since i last gave thanks about these little things
always ready to catch when i fall, always ready to be there to listen
(:

freedom comes quick

2009-03-01T06:05:00.000-08:00

done with exams, not as if ive mug my ass off for that ,
but its over, at least a load off my shoulders (:

had a movie marathon for the past 3 days /
i survived, woosh =/
marley & me, he's just not that into you & benjamin buttons !
didnt plan to watch marley & me
but guess its one of the few movies which can make me tear
simple story but like the little details about the dog being a nuisance at times
thumbs up for this movie !

he's just not that into you was sucha disappointment
was expecting more interesting storyline
since everyone is talking about it, pfft
wasted 2 hours of my life watching it / argh

benjamin buttons is interesting
(:
but a bit too draggy, i glued my ass at the cinema for 3 hours

thinking of changing to wordpress/livejournal!
wad chew suggest?

discouraged

2009-02-27T20:38:00.001-08:00

hm, feeling kinda discouraged /
please stop asking me why .

chanced upon rayna's blog /
this stuck me : what is your heart pumping for today?

recollection

2009-02-11T08:07:00.000-08:00

this pic was taken on 21 March 2007

..........
....
...
...

2 years later,

hahah everyone grow prettier, spiritually & physically.
HAHHA/
no more kuku hairstyles, change in character,
oh ya, changed from 2 megapixels quality pic to 8 megapixels camera *thanks ahbe!
yay we move on! hohoo '

on a lighter note,
i just had a haircut,
quite happy with it !
wanted to take a pic,
but cant get the nice one /
too bad, folks! teeheee ..

p/s: we are ex-sheepmates! under wabbit!

another trial with Jesus

2009-02-08T08:54:00.000-08:00

last week was totally horrible
struggling through every single day at school,
feeling downright drained.
with proj deadlines & some unpleasant stuff,
which i dont wish to mention it/even think about it anymore
if chew so super-duper wants to know,
den nudge me on msn!

is through this tough week ,
i see your faithfulness again /
how the behind scenes unrevealed,
ppl who truely cares
like Peixin & Pris ..
oh well, at that time even just a simple sms to encourage
is enough to make me cry
just cant thank you enough for the extended deadline,
for the grace that you have shown to me .
if is not for you,
i dont know where i will be '
thank you for carrying my burden!
FOREVER YOU ARE FAITHFUL!
yes & amen :D

& yeah! grads outing @ sentosa!
seriously hate scorching sun & the bouncing balls!
lol but had a lot of fun & catch up with the rest '
met the objective of the day!
miss them so badlyyyyyyy '
let's bug ahbe for the photos! TEEHEE!

curls

2009-01-27T06:20:00.000-08:00

CURLSSSSSSSSSS!!
(:
* its temp de ~
anyw, i still prefer my straight hair /
wheeeeeeee :D

photofunia

2009-01-27T05:57:00.000-08:00

quite a few have been asking me about this :

display pic on my msn!

lol, not slow in photofunia ,
just have some time to play with this few days ago
take a break from studying ,
try this !
(:

proj deadlines

2009-01-26T00:11:00.000-08:00

HAPPY MOOMOO YEAR! (:

dayone was fruitful .
fruitful not as in $$, but i completed my psychology quiz & econs tutorial
whee, everybody say yeahHhH.
its dreadful /
but i just realised i got 2 proj deadlines next next week
econs & system concepts /
just which means haven really started
(:

it's gonna be busy with :
# proj deadlines
# psycho exam
# system concepts quiz
# javaaaaaa *sickening oneee
# camp stuff , etc
# my solitudesssssss *screams*

well, congrat me pls ..
i got loads of things on hand
which will mean i gotta draw more strength from you '
God bless meeee :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIRUI, MISS FROG MUYONG !

still remember those times you just came in to EA1.. those unglam moments, when you peeped under my skirt (sounds wrong :D) the happy times when we chat on phone almost everyday, we can chat almost everything under the sun, those discouraging moments, when i cry. LOL! the times when you start to see why you need God & get on board to serve! all these memories i will & always remember! me & sotong played at your house! HAHAH, you are indeed a blessing in my life, a FAT blessing! kidding! believe you have grown much fatter physically & definitely spiritually too. he's gonna use you, JIAYOU! i miss you fat one! (: find a day to catch up & celebrate! :D

truth

2009-01-24T08:51:00.001-08:00

there's no point in covering up ..
truth hurts, but it sets you free
why is it sometimes we only seek God when problems come?
*food for thought

you know that i wasnt ready to fly,
that's why you didnt let me go.
thank you !
(:

busyness took over

2009-01-21T04:55:00.000-08:00

few things in mind :

econs quiz , chinese new year, exercise, solitudes, projs *
busy busy .
i wanna go to you-know-where?
somewhere that you can ..
(:

big one exam

2009-01-20T09:10:00.000-08:00

exam timetable's out!
projs, online quiz & exams are driving me mad ....

God's faithfulness

2009-01-12T06:50:00.000-08:00

wah this blog is getting rusty
blame it on the assignments & quiz!
lol, kidding / : D

during my bus ride to service
this thing came to my mind : i cannot be just soaked in His love, i gotta be soaked in His word too!
if i soaked in His tender love only, i get so pampered
if i soaked in His word, den i get to know Him more!
the more i know Him, the more i wanna love Him! (:

my God is always faithful !
i can forget everything in the world ,
but one thing i never want to forget : God's faithfulness '

alrighty, im off to rush my assignments & quiz! *pull hairs*

easy day

2009-01-02T09:37:00.000-08:00

thank God for a easy day for work
He must have send all the people & taxis to other places ..
EXCEPT for chinatown / HEE
(:

sch just started few days ago ,
ive got econs tutorial & research, psycho proj & quiz to rush ..
plus many many quiz coming up !
haiyo thousand & million of things '
do keep me in your prayers /
need that extra dosage of strength

1st blessing of the year

2009-01-01T09:20:00.000-08:00

yeah! wanna pen down this blessing before i forget
teeheeheehee .
i was supposed to print lyrics for caregroup
but den the person in front of the queue ..
was taking a million years to finish the printing
i rushed off w/o printing because i was LATE

with no lyrics, my caregroup gotta write out
den i left my thumbdrive with peixin
which i didnt even realise it!
just as i was packing my bag for tmr's class ,
i cannot find my thumbdrive *start panicking*
when i sit down & start recalling ..
oh, think its with peixin ,
gave a call & everything's settled!
my thumby is with herrrrr !
whooooo . COOL /
im learning to count my blessings!
starting the year right with God! HEE .
(:

thanksgiving for 2008

2009-01-01T01:18:00.000-08:00

God, thank you for 2008!

just want to blog it down what You have done in 2008 ,

#1 thank you for those quality time together with my family
#2 thank you for helping me to get into temasek poly, though its not my choice but i believe that you have a great plan for me
#3 thank you for helping me to see hope again, picking myself up once again. in my spiritual walk that time, you know how discouraged i was /
#4 thank you for the 2nd missions trip (:
#5 thank you for being such a faithful God, even when i was unfaithful, you are faithful!

you meant so much ,
i wanna grow much more in 2009! (:
expect great things from a great God!

2009!

2009-01-01T01:04:00.000-08:00

countdown with family today /
its great, just able to spend quality time together
we went to watch fireworks
i cant recall when was my last time watching fireworks
is it last year @ vivo with pie?
HAHAH ,
before the fireworks ,
been thinking through how's my 2008
think its been great,
changes, breakthroughs, problems, etc
im expecting much more in 2009!
happy new year, dudes !

people are just happy to have pass another year ,
but are we also expecting for the Lord? (:
food for thought ~

first day of sch

2008-12-29T08:22:00.000-08:00

snails best describe how time pass for 1st day of sch
i hate spending time at LTs, attending boring lectures
i believe you, You, YOU can identify with me /

sidetrack a lil ,
yo time to set new year resolution,
it takes baby steps '

pigs

2008-12-28T07:44:00.000-08:00

i see 2 fat pigs , TEEHEE / =D
keeping fingers cross

2008's xmas

2008-12-25T05:33:00.001-08:00

xmas service at The Rock ytd
everything's skit ,
i watched it more than 3 times ,
i never fail to tear each time i watch it
it's kinda easy to make me cry horrrrr
god's presence was tangible
lights were superb *claps claps*
hahaha the crux of this xmas is ..
engit3 got 5 converts! HEE
this xmas is indeed special & different from the previous years
not because of gifts, celebrating with different ppl only
but i see some familiar faces whom i have sow on
they cameeeeee !!! *screamsssss*
& ppl whom my group have been sowing for a long time
finally say yesssss to JESUS
prayers works ,
harden heart softens '
praise the Lord
thinking back,
i got so many thanksgiving points
& at the same time
i gotta start planning my new year resolution
expect great things from the Lord in 2009 /

& randomly, 10 fingersssssss

crumpler

2008-12-23T13:05:00.000-08:00

teeheee
sis & bro blessed me a purple crumplerrrrrr for xmas
so sweet!
it makes me so excited ! :D

short chat

2008-12-22T08:06:00.000-08:00

just to have you ,
its enough ..
its simple , but now i understand that even more /
during that long bus ride home '
yay! xmas coming .
not about santa, gifts, sales
its about JESUS!

are u looking for a life greater?
join us on 24th @ The Rock ,
i received the Gift few years back
have you receive it?
(:
this is an event not to be missed!
we gonna spread your love ,
spread it faster than virus, HOHO

missed

2008-12-21T21:35:00.000-08:00

the sight of taxi freaks me out !
rah =/
worked for 6 hours straight
tired , dozed off on the bus
i woke up a few stops before i reached mine
but i missed my bus stop!
reason : i was stoning & forgot to press the bell -.-
know its kinda dumb ,
but cant help
LOL

timely TOTM

2008-12-20T11:08:00.000-08:00

TOTM is always on time
& i hate it '

fat winnie

2008-12-19T09:09:00.000-08:00

someone makes me feel like a fat winnie /

joseph's bday

2008-12-14T08:33:00.000-08:00

spent my afternoon @ joseph's house with grads
we took funny pics, really funnyyyyyyyy
just some to show you how spastic ex-engit4 can be .
*hints* take a closer look at geck & dennis !

*JUST FOR LAUGHS*
i cant stop laughing while im loading the pics
now you know whyyyyyyy

wait, i spotted Jeslin inside the piccc ..
at the centre, centre, centre!
but
....
...
..

it was actually SHIRLEY KAM /
LOL :D

and finally ,

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA

too late

2008-11-28T01:44:00.000-08:00

sense the change?
when you look back ,
i wont be there anymore.
it hurts that much /
it just gonna stop somewhere .
maybe here '

term test coming ,
projects piling .
dec is coming
stress level is skyrocketing /

HAHAHHA .
im at chocolate farm now ! : D
wanna know the place ?
ask my shepherd / LOL
i know im random, tsktsk

long long long long

2008-11-11T23:28:00.000-08:00

long long long long long time didnt post alr.
pacing down my life ,
its getting a lil too fast . HAHA
today's been a fruitful day!
i finished my tutorials *phew*
which was piling like mountains few days back

God has been faithful too!
things are getting better, i hope
yea man!

off for psychology tutorial,
always got this emo feeling when i go there, LOL

p/s: blog's getting a lil too dull w/o pics,
shall post it soooooon ,

4th year

2008-11-06T00:24:00.000-08:00

today marks the 4th year of my walk with God '
been through many ups & downs '
but it's okie to have storms in my life ,
just as long as i have you /
many more years to come
i feel so blessed ^^

unfailing love

2008-11-05T15:17:00.000-08:00

the more man fail,
the more i know God never fails /
kinda disappointed by *probably-you-know-who-you-are*

just some unpleasant things pop up ,
but ..
i know that everything's alright ,
i've got Jesus with me! yay! *blessed*
let me know that you are the strength
that keeps me going ,
w/o looking back at my past failures
dont wanna just flow with my emotions

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all

p/s : i think sweets makes my day , just random

blankless

2008-11-02T03:37:00.000-08:00

i got so many things/blessings to pen down
but when i log in to blogger ,
my mind totally go blank .
emotions raging inside in me /
lol , i wonder what's with me for the past few days

i had a wonderful sunday @ my shepherd's house
hahahaha , busy with those tutorials
cant imagine i sat in front of the com screen for entire 3 hours
this is amazing /
HEE

some other things, i dont feel like saying here
i wondered why too =/

determined

2008-10-28T02:45:00.000-07:00

circumstances push me nearer to you
im gonna be persistent in this
going through many struggles ,
still i wanna hold on

to will one thing ,
it definitely cost something !

God, i wanna grow so much more
thank you for those little comforts, encouragments, blessings
it comes timely .
spread it, 60D!
(:

God spoke

2008-10-19T11:23:00.000-07:00

school's starting in hours' time
during service ,
was telling God about my worries when sch start
i still want my 7 sheep
but i cannot misfocus ..
& God drop this in my heart , trust in my Sovereignty
if you remember one of the sermon points was ..
' Trust in God Sovereignty '
yayness , so happy that my mind wasnt not floating during worship
but i did attempt to connect my heart with God

Trust in God Sovereignty

i will see problems arising ,
but i trust that You are in control
(:

seven seven seven !

hurts, i wanna let go

2008-10-18T00:11:00.000-07:00

the more you try to hurt me,
the more i refused to get hurt

headed for prayer meeting after work
was feeling broken inside
this feeling hasnt been back for a long time
sometimes i just want to take a step back
putting you into a test
but you failed
a friend walks beside you ,

thank God for that lil comfort ,
i needed that so badly ytd

i know i am loved by the King
& it makes my heart want to sing

rest

2008-10-15T12:16:00.000-07:00

sometimes when the world goes round & round
i wish it could just stop for that split second '
:(

i thought i was strong ,

backdated long long ago

2008-10-12T09:44:00.000-07:00

was away for leadership camp for the past few days
hmmm ,
learnt, impacted, challenged
but that's not the end .
SHUHFEN, you gotta meant what you promised God !

pruned in some areas ,
ive got to work on it ,
i forsee problems /

sorry for the low frequency of updating my bloggg
(:

im back

2008-09-30T00:28:00.000-07:00

yo im back!
missions was great great & absolutely great
took many pics
gonna post it soon ,
hopefully by tonight
God, you never fail to wow me
amazing /

ive learnt a lot yooooo

missions starts!

2008-09-25T01:19:00.000-07:00

away for missions yo !
from 25Sept - 30Sept /
prayers are welcomed
(:
waiting in anticipation '

vision

2008-09-22T09:43:00.000-07:00

VISION

w/o vision, man perish
i need to start seeing it coming to past
if the vision comes from ourselves ,
it will not last , probably just be enthusiatic for weeks
im praying that You show me that vision
i want to see it !
i gotta believe it , the harvest belongs to us !
not gonna let you have the foothold , S.A.Tan!

(:

greatweek

2008-09-21T13:19:00.000-07:00

yay counting down ,
5 days to missions !
there's really a lot to look forward to ..
especially what God will speak ,
the people there ,
seeing people get ministered ,
coool to the max .
i hope my team feels the same !
let's not see it as another trip ,
start to see it as a life-transforming one /

ytd was a long day
word for life in the morning
which caused me to be very drained out
due to the cough + lack of sleep i guess
dinner with my group
thank God for such time together
(:

skipped work today ,
great day i should say , teeheeheehee

many things to look forward to ..
in midst of this ,
i wanna make my heart right '

lastmin

2008-09-16T22:12:00.000-07:00

im supposed to meet missions team @ 2pm
wondering why im still at home ..
when the time is 1.13pm now.
hohoho ,
a few things going through my mind right now .
shall blog about it sooon ,
if i remember .
coughing my lungs outttttttttttt /

immune system

2008-09-14T09:01:00.000-07:00

woke up before the sun shines on my butt !
headed home after 4-shorthours of work
initial plans was to work from 6pm - 2am to accompany fran
but i realised ..
i wanted some time for myself ,
to rest & relax .
have a break , take a kit-kat /
decided to laze at home

i spent my day sleeping away ..
because my immune system down , cough
i cant fight against that drowsiness!
its been long since i sleep for so many hours !
(:
my next week is almost packed '
balance yo !

p/s : this is my 100th post !

sem 1.1

2008-09-10T11:32:00.000-07:00

missions meeting to start off the day
yay planned quite a few things
so looking forward ,
afterwhich went to tutor
& macccccccc /

in the midst of tutoring ,
i received this sms !
oh my gosh, that's my results ,
was thinking if anyone will be so lame
to just con me about my results !

wasnt what i expected i should say /
it kinda caught me by surprise
in another way, kinda disappointed also
well , its O-V-E-R
everything cleared !
i feel good , daddadada

busybusy

2008-09-09T12:46:00.000-07:00

been busy with work
taxi, mac & tutoring -
MADNESS =/

mac is so nice to me for the 1st time ,
they rewarded me with $120
because of good performance !
gosh , i thought it supposed to be my job to do well ?
thankyou, daddyy

shadows! its along the road when we walked back to office from 1 hour break !

TEEHEE, snapping time
guess this becomes a habit
good/bad? *
anyway its free , so why not?
whenever girls get bored,
get their hands on cam !
guess all the pics looks sweet '
really .
2 sweet girls !
:)

this pic just random ,
on my way back to work /
hehhehe .

results gonna be out ,
on thurs afternoon .
results , please dont spoil my day !
tight schedule ahead .
yay, tmr missions meeting .
less sleeping hours ,
but .. its okie i know!
ending off '
nights all !

* where's my ice cream chefs ?

enjoying

2008-09-04T10:45:00.000-07:00

one week of holidays have passed ,
im still enjoying .
break free from schooldays , stress /
it feels so good seriously '
how good it will be if its a forever-thing
shall not be lazybones but ..
do ministry , learn new skills , shopshop
& many many
making my holidays fruitful .
wheeee , nice one !

results gonna be out pretty soon ,
please dont spoil my holidays, wont you?
teeheeee & you shall my best friend !

work

2008-09-03T00:59:00.000-07:00

past few days was really busy
im thankful to be alive after 14hours of straight working
working past midnight for sunday '
i forsee busy-ness for the next few days too
rah =/

hohoho '
dental, lightings, shepherding & blah blah
many things to look forward
(:
God, i want to extend Your kingdom!
more of you , less of me -

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GLEN CHIA!
live up to your name!
F.R.O.G - Fully Rely On God!

popeyes

2008-08-29T10:09:00.001-07:00

28 August 2008

popeyes with shepherd on thurs

it looks & taste yummy!
definitely worth the $!
but its very fattening /

walked around T3
feel so noob ,
didnt have time to pass by until ytd

anyway it really feels cosy
good place to mug!
but HEY! that doesnt mean im looking places to study supp!
say no to supppppp !

27-ed back to tamp !
shop around TM ,
gains for the day : new sermonbook & bagpack
bagpack, like finally?! LOL

this notebook looks sweet, isnt it?
just like ME! hehehhehe

a happy day out with this gal!

headed for work after that ,
back home only after 2am, woosh '

29 August 2008

caregroup-ing on fri!
today's caregroup was indeed different
i want to thank God for who He is , really
a short worship to endoff caregroup
it really struck me ,
simple words yet so powerful
ENGIT3, lets grow in L-O-V-E
let's not be lover of ourselves !
i want to step out of my comfort zone to LOVE!
pruning coming , argh !
one word from heaven can change eternity
im starting to see it !
come what may -

p/s: ive got emails overflooding ,

whisky

2008-08-27T08:46:00.001-07:00

suddenly reminded of this fellow
i miss him a lot ,
its been so long /

missions!

2008-08-26T21:32:00.000-07:00

missionsssss!
im really excited
is it cool or super cool?
its gonna be a different experience ,
just so excited to what He has in store
sharpen the focus , widen the vision '

back to work ytd
say yeah to night shifts
usually more relax & slack
this was what fran did for me
laugh it off , its dumb but ..
super sweet can?

alrighty , off for now ! (:

embrace the holiday

2008-08-25T09:43:00.000-07:00

today marks the end of my last paper ..
like finally /
spell holidays yooooo -
got so many things in mind , hiak hiak

here's some :
1. more personal time with God *must*
2. pack my room , its worst than a pig's sly *opps*
3. want to pick up new skills , probably a bit of guitar ! anyone?
4. working time
5. meetups
the list continues ..

shall not worry about results for the moment
anyway , those still having exams
here's something for you

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please set your eyes on books not on this computer screen.

*EVILlaughs*

holiday mooodddddd totally ,
everybody say yeah!
hello holidays , bye books ! =D

deep inside , i wanna grow so much more '

sweet 18

2008-08-24T23:59:00.000-07:00

sweet 18!
used to count down to my birthday
but didnt do it this year ,
partly because its exams ,
& feel that its just another day /

18th birthday was indeed different
engit, thanks for all your effort /
those cards are really enough to melt my heart (:
never forget the subway's footlong
& wasabi nuggets *gross*
kinda lazy to take pics for the gifts =/

just wanna say every sms counts ! hee
chiamin ' rayna ' cindy ' mag ' peixin ' lestari ' kalyne' jiawen '
jeslin pie ' yanyu ' sylvia ' sirui ' jingjing ' melissa
sabrina ' joyce ' sally ' meng ' pooiyee '
florence ' denise ' glissa ' peiqing ' aiting '
coewe ' geckting ' ruoxuan '
yingquan ' atikah ' syafiq
eevoon ' shawn '

spend my 18th mugging away *
rah =/

overnight study

2008-08-20T04:14:00.000-07:00

intensive overnight mugging with monkey @ airport ytd
its a boring day with books around ,
so anyway we went mr bean to have a break
den we went to view planes
reminds me of the times when i was young
planes flying here & there ,
it makes me wanna fly up high high also
heee how sweeeet

skytrain service stopped ,
stuck @ T1 BK
studied quite a bit there
humourous things happened there
bread bread bread , lmao

breakfast @ mac , fats
homesweethome by 27
it dont seems like a wednesday
probably because kinda not used to waking up that early

hols, just when you will come?
it seems so far '

i dont want to let you have the foothold

missed

2008-08-18T23:00:00.000-07:00

i missed ' yanyu , sirui , jeslin pie , sotong , sabrina , joyce , francene & cheeyan
(:

ice cream chefs

2008-08-18T09:31:00.000-07:00

yay , backdated /
great shepherding with lestari & chiamin on fri
ice cream chefs ,

gosh, the ice cream looks yummyyyyyyyy

ice-creams
makes
me
smile
180 degreesss (:

went for east coast for a cool breeze
its really relaxing ,
love this feeling of walking along the beach
sat at the rock to spend some time with God
took these pics when i was sitting alone '
beautiful , isnt it?

i know the photoquality sucks to the core ,
forget to bring digitalcam out , heh
hahaha but i think my skills cover it up , laugh my ass out ;

so anyway ,
exams really bugging me /
time really crawls when you start mugging
strength & wisdom i need '

more than ever '

stresssssss

2008-08-15T13:00:00.000-07:00

yay , study week started .
which will means exams coming *pulling hair*
pressure level is skyrocketing , rah

shuhfen's gonna be a nerd until 25aug, 9pm! (:

its just a wallpaper ,
what's so difficult about it ?

misses

2008-08-13T09:20:00.000-07:00

after so many things ,
i realised i took you for granted /
i miss you badly ,
those times we spent together
we can never chase it back again '
come back sooooooon

busy week ahead

2008-08-11T07:57:00.000-07:00

RAH exams nearing
mug , mug , mug !
drop dead *
got to know results for oral presentation ,
yay! by God's grace
ive got an A !
heh , You know how last min i was that time /
(:

running back ,

updates

2008-08-10T07:43:00.000-07:00

8 August 2008

JB-ed with mummy & sis
shopping at city square , JUSCO
hohoho , freaking cheap
home sweet home only at 12.30am!
though many things pop up , still enjoyed my day
mummy, i love you /

gains for the day : 1 hat, 1 bangle & 12tops
(:

9 August 2008

yay national day ,
went for my 2nd duty for lightings
everything are so new & cool !
did learnt quite a bit
i believe there's much more to learn
so excited ;
heh think God really hinting me something aye
few days ago ,
was listening to this song ' From The Inside Out '
& those lyrics really struck me hard
just how much i love Him in the past & striving to give my best
this passion cannot die down !!
& the thing about private victory must come before public victory
the next day , pie & denise's nickname
HAHAHHAHHAHHAHAHA .
its not coincidental , its God =/
i want to show you how much i wanna love you ,
i want to love you more than ytd /

wasnt feeling good emotionally
so anyway caught a midnight movie, Money Not Enough 2
with this monkey (:
just wanted a good laugh
walked home at 3+ am
really dead beat after a long day
sleep like a log ^

10 August 2008

had our ENGIT retreat @ Pasir Ris Park
its not the games/food
but the ppl that makes my day
hohhooho , they keep shooting at me for games
but well , shall not bear gudges la hor
(:
heee '
long long day ; sweet sweet day

gotta hit the sack early
tmr gonna go for revision lectures

i feel so happy to see you today ; (:

once again

2008-08-07T08:21:00.000-07:00

penny of thoughts in mind
dont know where to start =/
i feel it once again ,
its sucha sucky feeling , chew know!

it all started right ,
but it didnt end well ,
its always the toughest in the midst of the race
faith! faith! faith!

yayness! thanksgiving ~
God blessed me for my engfund
i thought i screwed it ,
but God unscrewed it ! LOL ,
these little things just so i could be reminded of your faithfulness =/

i am not as strong as i thought
now i know , you mean so much to me

backdated

2008-08-06T05:44:00.000-07:00

forgetting what's behind
& straining towards what's ahead
God has been constantly reminding me of this !
so i better get it , HAHAH

hey, this pic is not random !
God reminds me not to build my life on sand ,
build it on rock !
LOL /

was reading through some things ,
& those things really make me smile!
180 degreessssss .
i miss youuuuuuuuuu

just a happy pic to end off .
thats me & CAL!
(:

maybe i should stop feeding fishessss / ,

charged up

2008-08-06T03:36:00.000-07:00

God, i pray that You will pump me up again
i need that extra dosage of strength, wisdom /
(:

stressed

2008-07-30T08:08:00.000-07:00

busy busy busy

can forget about sleeping /
:(

you totally forget the things you promised ,
angryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

unspeakable joy

2008-07-29T07:32:00.000-07:00

some things that keep me thinking
dreams for God?
yes i have it, of course !
just dont know how to achieve it ,
dont have avenues .
probably all those obstacles blurred my vision =/
willingness?
more than willing !
lol ,

chanced upon XX's blog !
man, it feels so good to see people coming back /
cant explain that kind of joy
praying hard (:

starting afresh ,

eighteen chefs

2008-07-25T07:49:00.000-07:00

dinner with my group at eighteen chefs
nice food , yum yum !
& was my 1st meal of the day
didnt have the time to eat (:
can lose weight hor !

talking about losing weight ,
i went running with cunning monster ytd
only 1 round . *applauses*
heh , like quite motivated to run aye
especially there's someone who run faster den you

i realised umm ,
im kinda motivated to run forward
when i dont look back how far i ran
it just reminds me of my spiritual life
i kept looking back
that's why im not that motivated
rahhhhhhhhhhh /
gonna keep it consistent .

& finally weekends
which will also means that exams are ..
one more week nearer !

examssss

2008-07-24T08:05:00.000-07:00

examsssssssss
3 papers to clear /

got quite a few quizes to clear next week ,
rah !

3 random things :
oh no!
i think i got the same feeling
ever since dont-know-when
lol !

i hate rainy days
rain rain go away .

i hate totm !

end of post .
(:

monday blues

2008-07-19T23:39:00.000-07:00

before you realise it ,
monday is knocking at your door again !

little reminders

2008-07-18T09:04:00.000-07:00

thank God for those little reminders
i've got the message ,
& yay finally weekendssssss
after sucha long week
(:

updates

2008-07-17T09:29:00.000-07:00

have many things in mind to blog
just dont know where to start /

yea just update one of the many blessings i received
i got A for bizfund presentation
seriously , i thought i would have got a D
given the effort put in by my team
still remember that prayer that i made
sometimes i forget about it ,
yet you hold on to it so dearly

even when i am unfaithful ,
you remain faithful
God , thankyou xD

lost track

2008-07-16T08:29:00.000-07:00

sudden realisation /

i've got a lot to catch up .

losing grip

2008-07-13T11:06:00.000-07:00

humphhhh have to collect my O cert by tues
its such a waste of time /
but dont have a choice ,
mr neo gonna burn my cert ..
hohohoho

anyway went to water baptism today
great to see people responding & obey God's command
heheh ,
still remember my water baptism ,
seems like so long ago ,
i feel so old =/

rah , sidetrack .
i feel like im losing myselfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff

friday

2008-07-11T10:07:00.000-07:00

thank God it's friday
hohoho , guess it's been a long time
since I last gave thanks about my day
after one sch week , finally friday
& we had caregroup today
(:

peixin was sharing about the wall of jericho
all it takes is obedience & trust
it's God's testing /
if im not yet convicted ,
i want you to convict me NOW !
i want to start believing !
i know i have yet to see breakthroughs in some areas
but i want to let you know that im trying ,
really , rahs!

anyway, after caregroup/
we went for dinner together
erms, with half the group
finally some quality time together , hohohoho
got myself a new pinky pencilcase ,
saying byebye to my greeny pencilcase
actually i still prefer greeny ,
dont know why it's spoil
when ive been treating it so nicely , lol

water baptism on sunday
quite looking forward to it , dont-know-why
heh, had mine 3 years back
even now ,
i still wanna say ..
God, i wanna love you moreeeeeeeeeeeeee

off to bed, tmr having prayerwalk
im looking forwarddddd
(:

relaxing week

2008-07-10T08:35:00.000-07:00

hohohoho yay! tmr's fri!
erms quite a relaxing week for me
sch ended earlier than it supposed to be, everyday
& no more hell days ! lalallalalala .

going for new ministry this coming sat
feeling quite excited after not serving in a ministry for so long
finally got some areas i can serve in
yeps gonna give my best
(:

anyway, very happy over some things
God, you know la !
hope it's just the beginning *

just keep it short & sweeet
nanananananna .
stop here for now (:

never fail

2008-07-08T10:04:00.000-07:00

it's never God who fails, it's people .

just bear it in mind ^^

deep thoughts

2008-07-06T09:43:00.000-07:00

i want to be who You want me to be, mould me
what is the conviction You place in my heart today?
let me be so sure of it ,
i will grab hold of it tightly .

it just keep happening
& makes me lose sight of what He has in stored
breaks my heart ,
until i lose faith in myself ,
lost my balance,
feeling that i can never stand up again
but i haven lose my faith in God,
thank God! LOL /

i knew i lost it along the way ,
but i promise i will find it back again

was sleeping until 6+ am today
woke up for nothing
stayed awake for entire one hour
just couldnt sleep no matter how much i tried
several things came to my mind
everyone is saying about his second coming ..
some excited , some scared
but the truth is ..
are we prepared for end times?
how are we building our lives now?

shuhfen, you've got to build it right ,
Jesus is coming backkkkkkkkk

guess just need to vent it out somewhere .
RAHHHHHHHH .

yay went out with grads today'
long long day!
enjoyed myself ,
shall post the pics someday
(:

facial

2008-07-04T08:59:00.000-07:00

yay went facial with fran today
face smootherrrrrrr
like tao huay, hohoho

heh, shuhfen is a good gal today
yeps only today ,
i finished 2 assignments when i was working
& to add on ,
i managed to do my lab test
such a blessing, woohoo
because i didnt get it right even the day before
only until the last practice
my 1st attempt, i got all 1s
confirm WRONG!
so i tried again ,
i got some 0s!
got so eggcited ^
because most likely im on the right track , wheee
engfund is all about 0s and 1s! nuts // -.-

after all these,
will mean that i left with oral preparation
& engfund practice
great! can enjoy this weekend if i finish it!
heh, busy weekend,
looking forward ^

hohoho and one more last thing ,
hell days gonna be over soon *you-know-what-i meant*

super tired

2008-07-03T07:04:00.000-07:00

so tired for the past few days ,
fully packed , seriously
wed was school from 9am to 5pm ,
w/o a break . -.-
afterwhich was lab practising
& caregroup /
hohoho, sometimes its better to tire yourself
im not sadist . (:

feeling a lil sad over some things also ,
RAH RAH RAH /
just need some time to get over it
):

i love fridayssssssssssss
heh , busy weekend ahead =/

family is love

2008-07-01T09:38:00.000-07:00

heh MIA from blogging for so many days
yea back again ..
spent my sat with my family
rare opportunity =/
those lil times we spent together ,
i love every single moment ^^

but of course, i didnt skip service
because i dont want to miss out on God also
hohohoho /
went to changi village hotel

think this is my usual self, always crazy & cute ..
bleahhhhhhh
before i go swimming ,

do-ri-mi ..
from shortest to tallest , LOL

this sweetnesssssss

dinner with family after the long swim
hee, i bug my bro to buy for me subway cookies
because i feel like eating , lol
he gave me $XX & in the end become mine
the cookies so ex hor.
bully him =X
we shared the cookies
because all of them very full
gosh, i find it very sweettttt .

look at bro,
he's always acting crazy
he was telling us about a joke
exaggerating hor ..
nutsssssssss

hehe , love them to the max /
love spending time with them '
to say hor, actually we took quite a lot of pics
but i dont really like to post scenery pics
dont know why , lol
& sis told me that my self-take skills improved
lol , is that a compliment ? heh

heheheheheheheh
wanna spend more time with them ..
=/

answered prayers

2008-06-26T09:40:00.000-07:00

had caregroup ytd ,
God spoke to me during worship
i thought it was just how i feel
but .. pris wanted to say the same thing
this must be from God / (:
i was really focusing on meeting Him during worship
he gave me that assurance once again =D

God remembered that prayer i made during caregroup
He answered ,
He's so faithful ,
i know im still not there yet ,
probably still got a long way to go
but God , i will learn to be faithful !

got back my term test results
not the best ,
but im really thankful !
was asking karchun about breakeven that sat
got panic when i saw the paper
i dont know how to tackle
heh, i prayed !
breakeven full marks ! yay !

heh received so many blessings, yeah yeah!
(:

i dont love you because of what you can bless
i love you because you love me
its always those little actions that goes the long way

Proverbs 3:5-6 : Trust in the Lord with all your heart & lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge him & he will make your paths straight.

workers meet

2008-06-24T10:33:00.000-07:00

there's many things to give thanks, seriously

God, thank You for speaking to me during workers' meet
even though i wasnt expecting much at first =X
it keeps me so pumped up again //

i gotten back my maths term test, 79!
God, thank You for blessing me,
i went for challenge your limits
so didnt study much =X
but You honour me! (:
engdraw, my ever worst subject,
got a D, at least a pass . =/

God, You know how irritated i was
but thanks for not letting those unpleasant words out from my mouth

its just the start of the week ,
You pour out so many blessings .
i just cant help to love You that much
You make me feel so lovedddddddddddddddddddd <3

compassion

2008-06-23T08:09:00.000-07:00

hols overrr
walked home from work
on my way ,
saw XXX ..
i miss the times serving God with you
your passion to serve
your life really encourages me a lot
praying that you will come back to God,
really soon //
(:

seed

2008-06-22T08:48:00.000-07:00

stayed at home the whole day ,
dad & mum went out ,
& happy for my sis
she gave her sunday to God !!
i pray that God will touch her life
so that she can work with me for my parents' salvations =D
went for a run, myself !
hahahahha only 1 round ,
thank God, at least i exercise
& i didnt die halfway, HAHHA

mummy cut these for me ,
so sweet right?
no wonder my love language is acts of service ..
hohohoho =/

uh mummy sat beside me while i was eating
just got this sudden urge to share to her about Jesus
i keep drawing , keep sharing ,
but .. got rejected /
feel dejected , but i know that God will help me in this
i never want to give up in this !
i will keep praying ..
God, thank you for such opportunity to share !
(:

understanding

2008-06-21T10:18:00.000-07:00

after service, we sat outside cathay
random chats , funny topics
laugh until .. hohohohoho ,
love all these
love the ppl also .. ^^

God, i hope i didnt understand those things too late /
=/

thankful

2008-06-20T10:13:00.000-07:00

had a long & taxing day
went to sch early in the morning to choose CDS
totally have zero idea what to choose
hohoho , whichever i get in ,
its really God's plan alr.
here's what i chose ..

1st : basic accounting (since i wanted it so much at first)
2nd : psychology
3rd : fundamentals of management
4th : fundamentals of hospitality & tourism
5th : using internet as a research tool

at least these are what i have interests in ,

headed for work , gosh
problematic calls spoils my day seriously
yay after that went to collect my phone
everything remains the same , just that those messages gone / :(
heh , went to meet engit3 with chiamin
caught the movie 'get smart' ..
heh quite entertaining , funny to the max
if you want a good laugh , it is the movie !
23-ed home with chiamin, rayna, cindy & mag
everyone dozing off in the bus ,
seriously too tired
but really enjoy my day ^^

hols

2008-06-19T10:27:00.000-07:00

hols gonna be overrrrr
):
rah, not yet done with my wrtoral & bizfund ..
madness , boring /

yay tmr can collect phone alr, like finally.
i miss you, i miss you
but im gonna get you change,
when i can ! =/

love heart-heart talks, hahaha

random

2008-06-18T09:24:00.000-07:00

today i got a shock of my life
my phone went blank while im messaging
he's getting old la horrr
sent it for repair ,
gonna be handicapped for the next two days . *sobs*

hahahahaha met fran for window shopping
yay i finally bought hairclips
so happyy, lol

sometimes its good to listen to praise&worship songs
& meditate on the lyrics
thinking back of how much he has done ..
everything isnt planned
didnt deliberately set aside this time
but all these really reminded me of how much you love me
i love you tooooo ,
(:
thanks for being so faithful in my life !

motherball

2008-06-17T08:13:00.000-07:00

watched 'Kungfu Panda' with sirui , FINALLY
wanted to watch it long ago
ever since dont-know-who told me that its nice & worth watching

heh i think the movie quite entertaining eh,
see how Po bounced around ..
i like Po! awww =/

spot her fat fingers, opps =x

before the movie, we went to lunch @ pastamania
sirui wants to take picture of her food
she added cheese as if its free, lol
should have video down her expression when she add cheese, super funny
didnt take the picture of my food,
hahahha too hungry
so i ate first
(:

we got so much time to kill
went arcade to play the basketball thingy
i know i sucks in that game
but i just like it, dont know why
hahah with combined forces,
our score still quite pathetic
shall not disclose the score, lol
walked around e!hub
since its also the 1st time i went e!hub ..
hohoho know im very kuku
because many ppl went there before alr,
even though the place kinda new
sat at some cafe, which i seriously forget the name
took some pics, hahaha

eh i think the pics very sweet /
just posted two,
too lazy to post all ..
blue is the colour,
we wore the same colour, yay!

went home after that
45mins bus ride,
gosh its just pasirris,
taking way too long, rah ..

sis bought me this when she got home
so sweet right
looks good, but it doesnt taste good
evillllllll

overall, today is a sweet sweet day, heh

i just had a haircut ytd
not much difference
but i feel lighter
& maybe a lil shorter
wondering why i didnt blog about it
=/

wrtoral

2008-06-16T09:28:00.000-07:00

just me & my wrtoral ..
no one else, this is so boring
yay! meetups tmr!
(:

just get so sick about certain things,
i dont feel like trying anymore
understand?

surrender

2008-06-14T23:06:00.000-07:00

surrender

its not easy, its not difficult either, isnt it?

some things i know it doesnt matter as long as i have You around,
but why does it bother me so much?
:(

youth

2008-06-13T00:03:00.000-07:00

/editted

cancelled my jogging plans
hoho, a bit expected
stayed at home to pack my room instead
why subway doesnt provide delivery
if not i will call always .

the youths just had their oasis camp
went for the oasis concert ..
everything was great ,
but it seemed like everything ended too fast ,
i think because they have to evacuate the area by 11
but still had fun and God spoke .

when i went there ,
just have this familiar feeling
so comfortable with those ppl i used to serve with
& its just so encouraging to see so many new faces
the feeling is just so greattttt

heh brandy's going home
sad aye, but i will miss him .
and i believe he will miss me too . hoho
craving for subway ,
heh okie i know this is random
(:

servant's heart

2008-06-10T08:33:00.000-07:00

project meet to start off the day -.-
praying hard that we can finish it in time
Lord, it's in your hands ..
afterwhich was harvesters' meet
wasnt expecting much at first
but God really works in ways we cannot imagine
he really wow me, seriously

i want to develop a servant's heart ^^
just like how the king came to serve and not to be served
i may not know how, but God i want.
teach me /
and the thing about comfort zone
i know its not the first time ive heard about it
but i got to receive it differently
i want to step out of my comfort zone
to see breakthroughs ,
to receive the greater riches you prepared ,
to see your bigger picture
(:

aside from the teaching ,
im really very inspired by what peixin shared
we should not be so results-driven
but rather the heart attitude we must develop
we always wanted to see that immediate results
whether there is results/there isnt any results
we got to do it for the kingdom sake!
i want the 'because You say so, I will' attitude!

its gonna be a long day tmr ,

work

2008-06-09T08:46:00.000-07:00

spell holidays , yooo
heh, gotta spend it wisely before it's gone
been working for the past two days
(:

gotta move on to something greater /
been thinking about something for the past few days
growth is a decision & God ..
my decision is i want to grow!
you know my heart laaaa
^^